dear online journal,


 well today was another hair raising day.  its still in a fun bun(thats what i will be calling it from now on) when i put it in a fun bun its really sleek and classy but when i have my big curls its frizzy and unruly. hopefully that will pass because i read that if it get to be over 30" it gets less curly and less frizzy. hopefully thats true and it makes sense because the hair will be pulling down longer which results in less curls. my hubby likes my hair straight and down. But he also says that curlS are sexy . but he prefers it straight and has asked me a numerous amount of times to permanently straighten  it.  

today i drank milk but i can find raw milk anywhere close . im sure milk will speed up the growth process.  raw milk is good because it is straight from a cow. its not hoboglobinized or whatever that word is which in fact kills good bacteria and nutrients because they have to heat the milk at a fairly high temperature. I want all the nutrients to go straight to my hair. thats what it says in my "eating in the raw" by carol alt. i love her she is an awesome healthy person. my healthy idol. so i ended up drinking one big glass of milk, and then one small one.vitamin d. where can i buy raw milk close here or at least order it.? ??? ??? ???i wish they can deliver the milk (raw milk of coarse) to my front door step just like in the olden days(like i seen on tv). then i will have a raw milk man. maybe his name would be jerry. and he would wear an all white alfit. im really funny

well now i have to watch my fave show americas next top model byeeeeee

dear online journal,

well let me give you some hair history. the youngest age memory i had was when i was 5 and my mom was doing my hair and putting it in a tight bun. i remember my sister saying how lucky i was by having this kind of hair when i was little. then  i remember on my 11th bday on my sister gave me a blowdryer. okkkkk thats a good gift for an 11 year old.   then the hair havoc begun.  i would attempt to straighten my hair for school everyday. i didnt even know how to blowdry  my hair.  i would just smell smoke coming from the dryer. then my mom would hide the blowdryer from me and i would argue because i didnt know how to keep it curly. so i thought i needed the blowdryer.this continued all throughout my school years. talk about hair havoc! i remember there used to be sooooooo much hair in the brush. even when i did blowdry it it still didnt look right because i didnt do it properly. its a miracle i still have hair. it used to be sooooo thick. arghhhhhhhhhhh.  then at 16 i got my hair done for my cousins wedding the hair monster stylist teased my hair sooooooooo much with the hairdo i could not take my hair down so i ended up cutting it to a shoulder length bob to take down.
then i used to keep it blowdryed everyday in a cute style. i never had  hair that short so boy did i have fun with it.   at about age 20 i kept it natural for the first time because it was so damaged and i got so many compliments on the curls.  then its still natural till this day but not so many compliments. i just get bad comments now. and thats why i am here. to help grow my hair beautiful and longer. hopefully it will happen my estimated goal hair length is december 2007. that is rear length.only a short miserly 2 years.when i kept it curly i just put mouse on it. but now  i have read that mouse and gel are damaging.  so i only use it for occassions. which in my life are many.  family get together parties (usually once a week), my friend calls me up on fridays and likes to go out, and my husband likes my hair down when we go  out.

dear online journal,


well so far i made me a hot lemon water and took my vitamins. i slept so happy with my hair last night. it felt volumptuous( i cant find my dictionary in case i spelled it wrong).  i put jojoba on the ends so hopefully that works good. i need to buy some yoga tapes and mousse from a health food store. im going to shower soon with the coldest water in the world. im getting used to it 8). hopefully it will be a good day today and hair day. its veryy sunny and i think the high will be 50. hoorayyyyyyyyyy. i love spring. flowers. everything.

dear online journal,

well i went to the health food store and i bought some products for shine and frizz. i hope they work.  i didnt find mousse.   or raw milk . oh well.  well im going to go eat something hair healthy now. i bought hommus from the store. that tasted yummy with carrots.  caui

dear online journal,

  well i cold rinsed my hair today and thankgod not a lot of hair fell out.  i took my vitamins and im happy with the results so far it feels fuller.  here is my sched. for the week. sat, sun, mon, cold water rinse. tuesdays, i shampoo and condition. wed, thurs, cold water rinse. fridays are a brown sugar scalp scrub and a rose water rinse or acv(depends on what i have).

dear online journal,

  so much has happened over the weekend. friday, i went out and got a hair compliment. hooray. sat it was sleek and pulled back. sunday it was in a pony tail. monday was a bun , and today a bun.  i also did henna on my hair for the first time by myself. it wasnt that bad. the first time it didnt work because my hair was kinda oily but the second time i really liked it. it made it a light brown. it made it feel thicker and i know i will do it more often. i found it a health food store. they also had a permanent hair color but i was too scared too try it. i wonder if someone tryed it and if they liked it. i just got news that saturday is a big concert. so  i hope my hair doest act up.  i feel kinda worried about my hair and how it will turn out. i know everyone will be getting their hair done and blown out at a salon. i will just be leaving it down frizzy and curly.i look awesome with my hair blown out but because it is kinda on the thin side, i cant blowdry it.  everyone will be wearing new clothes and i will be there will my black leather pants that i wore  a few times and this glitery express shirt that i got about 5 years ago. hopefully it will turn out ok.  make due with what you have. hopefully  my hair will grow up until my bum by saturday morning. that would be a miracle . they say miracles do happen. 8)

dear online journal,

well i went to that concert last night and it was good. my hair was well behaved. i noticed so many long haired ladies.!!!!!!!!i complimented one girl because she sat next to me but there were so many scizzor free sisters out there. im not sure if i didnt notice before or what they were everywhere. its like a secret cult.

I'm so sorry about your grandfather's passing away.  I will keep you and your family in my prayers.