I don't like to give unsolicited advice on depression, various health conditions and diet besides, what works for me or someone else might not work for the next person.  I hope you have tactics you know work for you or can improve the way you feel.  I know there isn't much you can do about a broken fridge if you can't afford to fix it/replace it right now. 


I second that you're not a bad person.  I've actually not come across anyone on this forum whom I perceive as "bad" in any way.  

I used to have so many online journals and sometimes I'd just need to write the same thing several times to really be able to deal with it.  There are people I'm comfortable with being skinlessly honest with while those who usually stick their nose into my private feelings usually aren't the ones I want to share with.  It puts such stress and strain on me to try to keep those people from finding out too much because it's my experience that there are people it isn't wise to leave myself vulnerable to.  

Besides reading others journals and discovering that I'm not alone with some of my problems, I really need a place to vent my spleen at times even if no one reads my rambling rants.  Of course I don't really wish for any of you to suffer.

Drear and Isabelle, (((hugs))) to you both!  Thanks for writing in my journal.

I just got back from walking w/hubby in the neighborhood.  Its quite windy and we had an awesome lightning show to entertain us.  Finally it was a bit cooler!  Someday we'll get out of the triple digit temps.

I have a hair cut in a week.  My hair would hardly hold its wave today, which is tempting me to have her layer it a lot.  Maybe if I do a deep treatment my hair will behave better.  The styling combo I used is too light for the weight of my hair and I think that's why I didn't get the desired results.

I groomed my brows and threaded my lip so I feel good about that.  My brows have grown in nicely, and thank goodness!!!  No more waxing for me.

I think tomorrow I'm going to do my hula hoop for exercise.

My mom had her scans and tests today-I hope the results are awesome.  I'm going to call her tomorrow to see how it went.

Trisha, thanks for the hugs, I needed them today.  Since I started the homeopathic treatments I have been journaling my "adventure".  What a nice word for an extremely challenging and difficult task.  Its interesting.  For me, its like Alice falling down the rabbithole.  I'm somewhere around Middle School, headed toward elementary.  Despair resides here, I never had a name for it before.

La Diosa, I really like how his dentures changed the shape of his face and the voice he uses.  I've decided I want some goggles for sunglasses.  Seems like they're not making the magnetic sets right now so I'll have to get separate glasses and sunglasses.

My hubby is adorable.  He's Asian, almost exactly my height (5'6") and really laid back.  Except when he watches the Lions.  I love to watch him jump around and pump his fist in the air and holler, thoroughly enjoy the game.  I've learned a lot about what's going on which has increased my enjoyment of the game, but I really just love to watch him-he shines with joy.

Oh, cute!  A chipmonk just ran down our wall.  It has a nice fluffy tail and a striped head.  Jupiter has just noticed it-he's sunbathing behind my computer looking out the window.  Hee hee.  Wow!  Now we have a bunch of mourning doves in the yard and he's talking to them.  Here, birdy birdy.