dear online journal,

  i have been eating so much to help the hair growth.  i met this lady at this health food store , she was an older beautiful woman who had long silver hair up to her rear down and straight. i told her i loved her hair and i am trying to grow it very long. she told me that she eats very well and she said that helps hair to grow very fast. i have been trying that so we shall see.  she was so sweet. you can tell that long haired ladies are sweet, romantic, patient, and nice.  i wish i have hair like that when i am her age!

  also i put my hair things in 3 different size, clear caboodles that i got from kmart. i put my hair things in there and i love them.  they are so neat and look nice in the bathroom closet. its fun to have a hair toy collection. its a good hobby.

about my loss, its hard but its also a mercy because my grandfather was in a lot of pain so he is out of his pain and in a better place. that is comforting.

dear online journal,

  well i took a cold rinse shower and put my hair in a fun bun. i heard that if u fall in love your hair grows faster. i guess maybe because you are happy ur hair gets happy 2.  well im soooooo grateful for this journal. i just cant wait till my hair get really long,but because its curly it looks 5 inches shorter when dry. thats tough. oh well patience patience and prayer. boy have i been praying hard. its such a nice day. i just like to take a nap on a day like this. so peaceful and springy. well i have been eating heartily because i want my hair to grow faster and i thought that might help. but i have been forgetting to take my vitamins. i need to do my yoga 2. my life would be so much easier if i had long thick hair. hopefully it will happen one day.just took my vitamins, one prenatal.msm, evening primose, and biotin.

hey sakina!!

  im on and off raw but the only raw food book i tried was carol alts book eating in the raw. the one u said sounds good so i might buy it.

also about split ends, im not sure if i have less, but i know that keeping my hair in a bun protects it. by the way i just trimmed about a finger nail long off the ends using the morrocco method lunar chart.  i also ordered euro oil  for healthy hair.

about losing hair today thank god  i only lost 2 when i showered in a cold water rinse. so i think ur right i did read one time that ur hair needs to be balance once u go raw . im eating carrots now. crunchy. my sister was nice enough to tell me that im gaining weight yesterday.    shes sooooo sweet. ruined my whole day. oh well.

but i truely reccommend falling in love ppl. try it. it works!!!!!

dear online journal,

  well i just took a cool refreshing bubble bath and i put a dab of euro oil, one dot of shine cream(that i got from the healthfood store) and one dot of frizz cream( also from healthfood store).  now  i put it in a fun bun. my hair finally feels happy. i read that if you treat your  hair right in almost all cases it will result in a healthy head of hair. when i read that yesterday it was soooooooo comforting and i immediately felt my hair was happier. my hair is not depressed anymore. its not sad or lonely. its not crying . no more bad hair days. my hair is finally loving itself. or i  am finally loving it. yes thats it i am finally learning to love my hair for the first time in my life. i am so grateful to have curly brunette locks. i never thought i would be saying that. its been a horrible cycle. my mom hated her curly hair. my sister straightens her hair everyday. its in my genes to hate my hair. but now i finally love it. i know there is curly hair discrimination out there i have heard many hurtful commments like your hair is always big and frizzy. many more.... but i dont want to remember that now.  i just want to celebrate this journal, my curly luscious locks, and this website. im sooo glad i found jojoba oil. my hair thanks me all the time. oh yes now i know y im in a good mood. i measured my hair and it is 28 inches. HOOORAY.  EVEn though the ends are crunchy.  hopefully i will reach my goal of 35 inches in april 2006.   then i will maintain and trim by the moon for thickness. praying is awesome it soooooo works.

dear online journal,

brb going to take vitamins..........ok i took them. my prenatal(beats depression and great for the skin), msm, evening primose oil and hair skin and nails. i got my book from walden books that they had ordered for me its my fave book for losing weight that really works( i tried it all last summer) its called Foods that cause you to Lose Weight .that book helped me alot last year. it helped me lose those last ten pounds, but im trying to lose them again. i dont know y i didnt stay on this diet all throughout they year. it tells you the foods that help you lose weight naturally. i found it on accident last year. thank god i did.

dear online journal,

HOOOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today was the best hair day ever in such a long time. thank gawwwwwwwwwwd!!!!  it was the most lush shiny boteccelli goddess curls ever. thank gawdddd. i got 3 compliments on it. my hair has been depressed for a little while i have to thank it all to when i went to kmart and bought a bottle of aloe gel. it works awesome. well i made up my own hair thingy and its been working. im shocked. well after i shower i put conditioner only on the ends, then when i get out i spray lavender water on it, then i scrunch gently with a small white towel, next i put one drop of jojoba and then one drop of euro oil on the hair. then one dollop of aloe gel. i comb it out with a wide tooth comb then let it air dry. i didnt touch it much today and voila. the royal hair gods have answered my prayers! i feel worried because my cousins wedding is coming up so im not sure what to do with my unruly hair. but i just might leave it natural and curly.  this must be a sign from god for all my prayers. thanks god again and i wish good hair to all.